2 days ago, everything seems fine
yesterday, i just found out my true self
as been judge by others
i guess
i have to learn more
about myself
i'm sorry dear
i weren't able to act maturely this time
i'm sorry i made me and you suffer
i had no idea
why i have been behaving this way
may because ...
i was too afraid that
i would lost your love
because i been your attention all this while
oh god
please help me through
i'm having trial another 2 days
haven been preparing well enough
there were too much of trouble
oh god
please give me strength
please guide me through this pain
so that
i could return to my own self
i been missing someone lately
i had no idea why
been trying to get rid this feeling
so that i won't get hurt one day
i know that i'm selfish
but i'm too afraid to follow what my heart say
because i haven seen the solidness in it
that makes me hesitates so much
what should i do god
i have been suffering all this while
but who knows
dear god
please guide me through this
so that i would be able to excellent in my studies
no regrets later
oh god
i beg for your forgiveness
for me being selfish all this while
please help me through
by showing me the solution
so that
i would have a peace of mind
thks...
